My Child.

What if this was my child?

What if this IS my child?

What if I was chosen to be the mother to this motherless child?


But I chose to sit in my pew.

For the last couple months that I did sit in my pew I always had these thoughts..

 What if I get to heaven and God says "I had a child waiting on you in         , but he grew up alone because you didn't have enough faith to go to him."

Or God says "While you were sitting in Church, 18 orphans were searching for food and I wanted to use you to save them."

Or God says "While you slept in your nice bed, orphans without a home died."

What if I get to heaven and God says "Well done my good and faithful servant, you did EVERYTHING that I asked of you."

I live for this day in heaven. When I stand before the King of Kings and He looks at my life.

I often wonder if He will say "Maisie you gave too much of yourself for My Kingdom. You should have lived the American lifestyle."

I also wonder if I will regret this life changing decision in heaven..

(the answer is NO)

I sometimes dream about that glorious day in  heaven and wonder how many Peruvian children I will be greeted by.


He deserves my EVERYTHING... He has my wants, dreams, cares, LIFE...